this is the event 
 no apologies, no practise  
 it is happening right now 



Tues 12 April,
Chay-Ya
Arriving into a lonely darkened theatre after riding through early morning hailing rain. I walk through the space, turning on and off lights. How to be in this? How to create space inside the space for the space of myself to reconcile with physical imaginative real creative spaces, here, me, in this now. Letting in light through the boarded up windows, drinking a cacao sunflower seed smoothie from a jar, lapping dancehouse, up the stairs through the studios around again into the 'space' i have hired to 'practise' in. 
I am alone. 

After creating a workable working space, my proposal for the days practise felt redundant without the others here. 

No, this is something different. This is this. And this wanted me to listen to it.

Hi chay.ya, the combination of my head cold and the pouring rain are keeping me home this morning, much as i would love to be dancing with you all. X Kim


Hi love, rain has me home womb bound. Am with u all doin my practice here. breathin movin writin distillin rain drops witnessed by spirit. Njoy x o x


Dani arrived, the event ensued, was experienced, occurred.

Goodluck with your decision. Decision? There is none to make. I am here. I do not think. The answers arrive, the answer is underneath all this, the ground of perceiving. Standing as an answer, standing as the closest point to falling. She left, I stayed, it wasnt time for me to go. Where i was going was no longer pulling me, perhaps it never was and I was following along the idea of being pulled without any magnetism.

I called Pancho and spoke with him about Electric,
some notes I wrote -
As a performer, the things that are the most useful for me are the pragmatic, tangible things, something to limit your palette, 'concrete doing'
when you can do anything it makes it so much harder. 
A bold proposition can be liberating. 
building a vessel of time and attention
the first thing people need is trust
The role of the director is to be a professional spectator and give feedback and mould something...
rigor from centralised vision, something that creates boundaries of the stream, bank builder